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A brief jaunt through the world of young love, young grief, and the complicated relationships that grow between them, “Teal” by Wunderhorse was a song that took me a while to get around to. When someone first recommended it to me, my oppositional streak immediately pushed it to the back of the playlist. Naturally, once it finally made its way into rotation and I listened to it again… and again… and then again, I realized I had been very wrong to wait.

The song begins with two people meeting at fifteen, the kind of young love that feels both endless and fragile at the same time. As often happens at that age, the relationship fractures under the weight of youthful stubbornness and the quick conclusions that young couples jump to.

Time passes.

Years later the two reconnect. They’re still young, still trying to figure things out, but life has already begun throwing heavier punches than anyone that age should have to take. One of them receives a devastating diagnosis—something related to their kidneys—that forces them to confront the terrifying idea of mortality long before they should have to. Suddenly the carefree years of youth are replaced by the question no one wants to ask: Is this really it?

The people who once promised they would stay through anything slowly drift away. The friendships that once felt permanent prove fragile when things become real. Ironically, the one relationship that endures is the one that fractured years earlier—the teenage love that found its way back.

There’s a brief moment of venom from the singer directed at those former friends who disappeared when things became difficult. But the song ultimately circles back to the reason this relationship rekindled so fiercely in the first place. Before all of this, the singer had sunk deep into addiction, watching the goals of a good life slip further and further away. It was this partner who stayed through it all, pushing them forward when they could barely push themselves, urging them to chase the dreams that drugs had nearly buried.

Musically, the song carries that emotional weight beautifully. The looping guitar and sliding chords feel almost hypnotic, building a quiet atmosphere that lets the anger, frustration, and grief spill out through the vocals. Everything fits together with an aching precision.

The loss of friendship.

The weight of lost time.

The fleeting moments of joy floating inside those emotional oceans.

All of it combines to create a song that chills you straight down to your bones.